peace within...

i do feel peace inside.... at last =)

somehow i would like to thank my mum and dad for bringing me back to who i am.. nothing does feel like home certainly..alot of misunderstandings, certainly alot of things which has been said that was hurtful..

came back on nov 17 sat. spent the time with mum and dad.. they taught me alot...

mum and dad has taught me about constant communication in the family to keep the family relationship goingggg, thank you for opening up paaa again to be the person i am..
cuz me have really been trying very hard in my studies.. yeap me has certainly neglected alot on my health and my friends just so that i will not be able to disappoint them. cuz of how much they are paying for my education.

yeapp i have certainly neglected alot of my friends indeed... sorry sorry!! yes you guys are important to me n i always love to be around you all! yes and i may not be as smart as u think i am, but hard work is all that pays it off. sometimes it really hurts to hear things about me that is not true in college, guess i was really just hanging on to what i truly believe in (and that is faith!)


he has also taught me about moral values. thanks dad!

praise 'him" for answering my prayers in the visa application.. =) anyway, last week was spent on settling it and also family matters...

finally today me went to see my dearest grandmother. remember me used to visit her and depend on her for as my social support. she told me stories about how she and grandpa used to be together and taking care of my dad and his siblings. certainly that lady of great honor, respect and love. a role model which i will never forget..

when i was there to visit her, uncle told me to look out for her. i said "grandma, did u remember to wear ur net like u used to? " she looked at me not knowing what i was talking about. that reaction made me realized okie from now on grandma, i am going to ur place to visit u as often as i can! hope to spend time with her (cuz she really needs people around her) =)

prayed with dear grandma for awhile and slowly tears started falling cuz what my dad said was true...

so many people are just damn BUSY with their stupid lives, i really dunno with what laaah, and they dont even bother or have the time for almost anything?

he taught me to spend the time with people as often and never to let ppl down. thanks paaa....

talked to my uncle, he wanted to accompany me to visit aunt in the next block. this has certainly taught me to how being open in communication can help so much! yah ok, i m just dumb huh...


talked to my aunt and we exchanged a few conversations... it was good indeed.
thank you for opening me up and teaching me the value of relationships!! =)

next me went to catch up with my dearest frd, haha glad to see her, we talked alot, in the bus, in the busstop, walking... gees i just couldnt stop being the chatty mee already!!!

a prayer of thanksgiving...

"Trust in the lord with all your heart and lean not on ur own understanding"

My plans for this weeek....
1. studying...
2. work
3.catching up with dearest grandma, mum and dad
4. poly friends, cant wait to watch enchanted soon... =)